Dreams

Stull have the flu, though I think I am on the mend. For most of the week I have't been able to eat very much due to some horrible nausea. In fact I think in the last week I've eaten as much as I normally would in a day.
I'm going to brave work tonight even though my medical certificate says I shouldn't, but I need to live on something! I'm out of sick pay.

I've been trying for a long time (maybe over a year?) to get motivated to loose weight and tone up. In 2008 my goal was to be "hot" for Clipsal 500, 2009 (which was in March) because it's always hot and I never feel comfortable in shorts and I end up spending the whole time depressed and hot and bothered. Well as you can probably guess, I never made it. In fact I've been a steady ~68-70kg for a few years now.

Well I'm sick of it. I'm sick of feeling uncomfortable about myself. So this time I have given myself to clipsal 500 again (so about 5 months), to tone up and loose the hot chip habbit (I gave up dairy, meat and eggs so how hard can one more be?) and grow out my hair.

So basically, I'm hoping that in one years time my hair will have grown out to around shoulder-length and I'll be sporting a hot body... not skinny... I think I've been focusing on skinny too much, but a tight toned healthy body.

I have an appointment to see the North Adelaide Fitness Centre on monday, they have student rates which give you access to everything for $11.95/week!